<< 2004-03-31 | 7:59 p.m. >>
I am in such a bad mood. I don't know what it is, but I hate so much right now. The whole in my face thing is just not working and i wanna fucking scream. I am just not having it anymore. I hate knowing that I am in this mood, but what else am i to do? i gotta just get by it and hope it goes away soon. I realize i am not good enough for anyone, but I have to be all out there for everyone else. why is that? why do I have to be the one who does everything, why do i have to be the one whose life gets stepped on? I don't wanna live like this anymore. I hate all of this right now, it isn't making sense. I don't want to be the one who everyone depends on, who everyone can pick on, who everyone can fucking kill. leave me alone. That's it, I've had it, I'm spent!
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