<< 2004-04-22 | 2:06 p.m. >>
So i am ultimately stressed cuz i have two tests tomorrow...plus i have sooo much other crap to get ready for, physics homework, calc test, micro test, lab reports, work, getting ready for THE STROKES tomorrow...i gotta call paul and tell him where to meet me...cuz i don't think we made definite plans at all. umm, i want to go out and have a life again, but that isn't possible anymore. i live my life at school. it's my day job. i couldn't even afford to have a full time job cuz they would fire me within a week. i am always here. i am always at home, doing work. my birthday is sooo soon...like 10 days away, and i am no longer like...psyched about it, i am more like..ok it's gonna be chill as fuck.
i never realized how old the houses around DePaul here are. i mean...i never noticed the ones really off campus. they are like, so out of place but they make the school and neighborhood wat it is. there are 4 really old houses next to this grammar school, and they look so out of place, so unusual standing there next to eachother, it almost makes you laugh, but it's so awesome at the same time.
I dunno what the hell that babble was about.
i think it's cuz i am becoming delirious...but not from lack of sleep..more like a lack of life.
"And I just want you to know, I found a reason for me, to change who i used to be, a reason to start over new, and the reason is you."--Hoobastank
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