<< 2004-01-14 | 11:21 p.m. >>
I thought I would be gone for awhile, but here i am agin, 4 days later. I have done some thinking(not alot, just a little), and I think i am ready to continue on with life. Death is one of those hurdles that I have to YET AGAIN jump over, but you know, my grandma was a great person, the funniest woman with the sharpest hearing, and a great sense of love, humor, and care for her family. There aren't enought people out there quite like her.
She will be missed.
I was quite depressed, I still am, but in situations like this, I need people around me to make me happy. Why am I shutting them out? I greatly appreciate the love that has been sent to my family from all my friends, as well as friends of the family. I have gathered up the love from my family, and i have cherised it. I think i still need a few more days to gather my thoughts, but i know that soon i will be able to go on.
Again, no one can avoid death, it's like that Flaming Lips song. When it comes, it hurts, but we know those we love are in a better place with no pain and all the love with them. I am soo happy that my grandma can get that love and be with all the people she has lost in her life. It's not goodbye; rather, it's more like a "see you later, I love you." type of thing. With that said:
I love you grandma, I will see you later.
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